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Acmesthesia
03:16
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i wanna forget our time
we spent gone sour with
our hands intertwined
the fabric of my mind
i gave you orange slices
seeds grew from my passion
threw me from the highest
place you couldnt find
im choking on my words
sorry
i just wanna write my songs like khary
middle of the forest someone saw me
i just wanna know if you want me
i see you one more time
helpless
everytime youre in my mind im tempted
dont want this to define me
sick of little things reminding
sick of little things reminding me
im not fine, cut the line
sick of trying, no ones home
hearing nothing but a dial tone
and i never felt so alone
the house is empty just throw me a bone
give me one i dont know
i dont know
im feeling inhibition, stop me
doing things i regret, you lost me
wish you were closer, like centauri
feel so solar, youre so starry
im trying to be kind i meant it
i wanna forgive not ammend this
dont want this to define me
thats why ive got you beside me
thats the thesis of my words
acmesthesia hear the birds
the different things i feel
at war taking turns
the world is gonna burn
think about the worms
to them its no concern
to them its no concern
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[verse: sheku]
[?]
[hook: austyn with a y]
waking up without you there
shit been rough
and it's not fair
gonna take a sip
to ease my sorrow
i'd be lucky
if i see tomorrow
everything's been getting
to my head
chest heavy
and i think im losing xygen
just wanna be again
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[verse: flexii]
never left out, only going up
we're bugging right out got snax on the run
nova, pullin on the reigns in mor dhona
something i loathe always need a time skip
a couple year coma i need to survive this
here on, ill never look away till ur gone
so hold my hand till the sunrise sets
watching all the lights lost in my own head
dont wanna be a burden whyd you make it all hurt then
try to make it up with fuckin lead
salt in the wound till im fuckin dead
got me hanging down from a fuckin thread
this picture isnt worth it
why r u so perfect
lost far gone still stuck in bed
[hook: austyn with a y]
waking up without you there
shit been rough
and it's not fair
gonna take a sip
to ease my sorrow
i'd be lucky
if i see tomorrow
everything's been getting
to my head
chest heavy
and i think im losing xygen
just wanna be again
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somethin bout a dream in love with your blind spots
visual things expressed in divine touch
residual feelings, said you were healing
truth is i just really wanna be there
i know youre really all i want
please pick up
your voicemails begging for unrequited love
dont love me back its worth the both of us
you heard that and replaced that love with lust
i dont blame you i took it way too far
opened up and let you be who you are
we're too soft for the molds of words and war
the vast and open sea of higher bars
(i dont blame you i took it way too far)
(opened up and let you be who you are)
(we're too soft for the molds of words and war)
(the vast and open sea of higher bars)
i really wanna forget about her :/
i knew this'd happen all along
the noise just keeps getting louder
just a figment your imagination
and we both know its all my fault
dont you feel it in the location
the paint thats splattered on the walls
the rain that hits you while it falls
the screaming in the shopping malls
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[verse: hi, im chris]
I got a letter today
I got a letter today
Saying people are proud of me
And I should just take it day by day
Day by day
But baby Im sick of message in bottles
I want the throttle pushed to the fullest
Yeah full steam ahead right into your arms
Ive been withering branches so long its so damn alarming
But baby I made it today
But baby I made it today
Because I know you’ve been feeling the same
And I want you to know that together we’re curing the pain
I know you been stuck on the way
Crying on the street in the car with a broken clutch
Im sick of just pumping your breaks
Ill hold your hand if you turn keys cause
enough is enough
enough is enough
enough is enough
[verse: eclipsis]
doing nothing with ya
feels like a dream
we'll order food and sit inside
watchign movies we've already seen
its always warm together
and im sweating bullets
wanna keep holding you despite it
baby if i was a trigger you pulled it
i cant keep up with your go getter attitude
whos getting used to the solitude
not having you by my side
wish you could drive take me for a ride
so far away
its getting late
dont wanna wait
wish you could stay
[verse: flexii]
oh, whats up with you?
im full of excitement
so full of myself its a given
youre so selfless
but what do i do other than
pretend to be a
visionary
a prophet
i could have my way i couldve just profit
maybe then
i wouldnt have lost it
but what if, what if?
its simply not enough
and when i tell you
i wanna give up
you hurt me so
you expect me to let you know
so im making you mad
i push you away
further than i ever have
(further than i ever have)
you pick me up
further than i have fallen
and you hear me out
when my hearts the only one
sometimes i can talk to you more than anyone else
dont know what to feel (feel)
but i know you can help
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seven o clock in the morning im doing just fine
i dont know first when i see you
maybe ill lie
youre my lifeline
you werent simple to find
and everytime i thought i was wrong no i
ill be just fiiine
when youre mine
dont you worry
the moons out tonight
and its the prettiest sight
second to you(second to you)
second to you (second to you)
second to you (second to you)
second to you (second to you)
second to you
the words u said before u left embedded there
when everything is done will you be waiting there
of all words that ring true theres none that feel like you
like second to you second to you
the early morning dew upon the concrete rooftop we were on
reminds us weve been there from dusk to dawn
and all the words u said to me were circling here endlessly and
all alone u said to me u said to me u said
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Hyacinth
02:36
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hyacinth when winter blooms
androgen when i fuck you
lavender with dismal hues
violent times when violets grew
thoughts not based in subtlety
still dunno what you want from me
visions in propriety
crossed the line too far to see
thousands of miles apart
staring at the same stars
feeling like ur so far
watching mars thru solemn lies
distant shine bright yellow eyes
cataclysm forget light
acid rain down from a blue sky
bond so strong it only has one side
the sky falls
and troublesome thoughts
cant save us all
live by my side
and carry out words that
we keep in our notes app
the sky falls
and troublesome thoughts
cant save us all
live by my side
and carry out words
we keep in our notes app
hyacinth when winter blooms
androgen when i fuck you
lavender with dismal hues
violent times when violets grew
thoughts not based in subtlety
still dunno what you want from me
visions in propriety
crossed the line too far to see
thousands of miles apart
staring at the same stars
feeling like ur so far
watching mars thru solemn lies
distant shine bright yellow eyes
cataclysm forget light
acid rain down from a blue sky
bond so strong it only has one side
the sky falls
and troublesome thoughts
cant save us all
live by my side
and carry out words that
we keep in our notes app
the sky falls
and troublesome thoughts
cant save us all
live by my side
and carry out words
we keep in our notes app
hyacinth when winter blooms
androgen when i fuck you
lavender with dismal hues
violent times when violets grew
thoughts not based in subtlety
still dunno what you want from me
visions in propriety
crossed the line too far to see
thousands of miles apart
staring at the same stars
feeling like ur so far
watching mars thru solemn lies
distant shine bright yellow eyes
cataclysm forget light
acid rain down from a blue sky
bond so strong it only has one side
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What If It's You?
03:27
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its all my fault and i think that we're done
thought you were the one
obsessive and alone
the rise and fall, a situational
feeling in your tone
listen in your headphones
its all my fault and i think that we're done
thought you were the one
obsessive and alone
the rise and fall, a situational
feeling in your tone
listen in your headphones
i wish an apology could make this up
atoning the apathy that i let on
its all my fault what i did to you
and i dont really know if what you said's the truth
and what if it's you?
what if it's you?
what if it's you?
what if it's you.
(i wish an apology could make this up)
its all my fault
and i think were done
(atoning the apathy that i let on)
thought you were the one
obsessive and alone
(its all my fault what i did to you)
the rise and fall
a situational
(i dont real know if what you saids the truth)
feeling in your tone
listen in your headphones
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Gold Rose
02:27
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feels like i cant feel alone
dinner date with a cracked phone
cant see hope it lasts long
way to far but you feel so close
on my knees with a gold rose
peace and love and other anecdotes
just imagine what theyre going through
high speed crash with a perfect view
to the floor cause youre a loser
you know ur gonna lose her
fell in love, dont know who i once was
cause i fell in love
love me back i dont think she does
feels like i cant feel alone
dinner date with a cracked phone
cant see hope it lasts long
way to far but you feel so close
on my knees with a gold rose
peace and love and other anecdotes
just imagine what theyre going through
high speed crash with a perfect view
to the floor cause youre a loser
you know ur gonna lose her
fell in love, dont know who i once was
cause i fell in love
love me back i dont think she does
fell in love, dont know who i once was
cause i fell in love
love me back i dont think she does
feels like i cant feel alone
dinner date with a cracked phone
cant see hope it lasts long
way to far but you feel so close
on my knees with a gold rose
peace and love and other anecdotes
just imagine what theyre going through
high speed crash with a perfect view
to the floor cause youre a loser
you know ur gonna lose her
fell in love, dont know who i once was
cause i fell in love
love me back i dont think she does
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standing in the rain
makes me smile more than i ever could on my own
(on my own)
(on my own)
falling anyways
i think with my heart i feel that you might atone
(you might atone)
(you might atone)
all alone
but the droplets keep me company
dont need to hold me
can you hold me in the rain
kind of cold as the water damps the clothes on me
cause nothing warms me like you warm me by the way
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Cliches
02:40
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caught up in this cliche
neverending heartache
on your playlist songs i sing
want you to think of me
in your dreams do you see me
holding you so tenderly
smile while youre facing me
save me, save me
caught up in this heartache
on your playlists songs i sing
want you to think of me
in your dreams do you see me
holding you so tenderly
smile while youre facing me
save me, save me, save, save
ooohhh
ohhhhhh
ohhhhhhhhhhh
ohhh oh oh oh
hold your head against me
feel your breathe against my neck in the morning
darling, why dont you feel a darn thing
stuck under the covers
its almost sundown
can't escape this endless meltdown
ahhh
ahhhhh
ahhh
ahhhhh
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Come On, Flex
02:28
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wanna go back
tell the old me you won
wouldnt know what
i was talkin bout till you were gone
flexii's next on, on the charts just going up
next you know it youre on stage singing songs
going youre gone
i wish you didnt pull that alarm
i wish i couldve helped you along
you werent alone you saw me at home one last time
told me that lie "see you next week"
why didnt you show up in time
why werent you waiting in line
waiting for me
couldnt you see
i needed you here one last time
wanna go back, tell the old me youre gone
always know how, know how it went down
hearing the sound, overheard, overhurt
lost in that sound wish i knew now
hearing the song, know ur up there
bet that ur proud
i know that you helped me along
ive become someone
my sound is my own
can you hear me?
go talk to god, got some questions
are we alone?
are you helping or making it hard?
is this some kind of game?
am i the only one playing?
can you hear me?
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Afterlight
06:54
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tell me what to do
give it all up
tell me what to do
give it all up
youre forgotten
and all thats left
is something i see
a feeling in my chest
an almanac of nostalgia
vivid in my mind
its so common
its for the best
i guarantee
theres something you repressed
im falling back into habits
intrepid and divine
youre forgiven
just please come back
its radio silence
your hearts jet black
infinite sets of admissions
never read all the fine print
ill forget it
nothing ever lasts
its just the scent
that tells you of the past
an almanac of nostalgia
vivid in my mind
i loved you
gone too soon
empty frames
burned photos
the last thing that i tried shouldve shown her
a fraction of my mind left over
by the candle light take another
shot until im fine never knew her
habits when she lies
believe her when she cries
then she makes you cry
now you want to die
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